Well break is sadly over and I have a job now. It's at harkins and I hate the work but its a job and I need the money. Plus I get free movies. Anyway I'm just trying to get myself together for the stretch run of the semester and get my grades up. Plus I'm dealing with a bit of an internal conflict of what kind of person I want to be. On one side I want to handle myself with a certain level of maturity that I feel like I should have by now. But then there's another part of me that whenever I'm behaving well for any period of time just starts to think that this is to boring and leads my to go on a party binge. So its like this battle between the part of me that wants to grow up and the part that just wants to party every day. So yeah...I don't know if that really makes sense or not but I've noticed that I go back and forth between those two things and thought it was interesting. Anyway I hope all is well with the rest of you.
Greg
2 comments:
hey man i know exactly what you mean. i'm a sophomore right now and last year all that i wanted to do was get crunk. i figured im in college now and i can do whatever, whenever. but you'll get over it like i did. i mean i still have a good time but now i try to do it on occasion. hopefully you'll do the same.
I think that everyone goes through that...Mom and Dad aren't herre in more and we have this crazy new found freedom. But with this freedom we have to find a balence...cause we are here for school. Good luck!!
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